Today is my eldest, Husayn's birthday. Today my Husband went off to the Middle East for 6 months. In a way it is bitter sweet. But mostly I am sad. I am just one sad, whiny, needy person I know, but please excuse me since the longest I have been away from Husband is one week.
I miss waking him up in the morning and have our little morning fight since I usually runs late.
I miss the silence in the car.
I miss the body warmth next to me and the hugs that come after.
I miss seeing him having playful banter with our kids.
I just miss him already I may appear strong to you on the outside, but in reality I am crumbling inside.
Sorry I'm just emotionally wreck today.Bye bye.